Sitting here on the sofa

Listening to a Fallout Boy CD,

Trying to drown all these thoughts in my head.

Thoughts that drive me crazy

And at the same time

Make me angry & sad.

I need someone to talk too

But there's no one here to listen.

So I sit here alone

Drowning myself in my thoughts.

Some thoughts of you

Some thoughts of him

And how you've both abandoned me.

No I'm left without you, my husband

And without someone who I thought was a friend.

It's like you would rather be with you're friends than with me.

And my so-called friend

Avoids having me in his life.

So I sit here alone

Trying helplessly to drown out my thoughts

With the lyrics to this song that's playing.

I'm being tortured with these thoughts

There's a war going on in my mind.

The music stops

But the torture goes on.