I think i'm learning that it's not always worth the trouble to let someone into your life and most importantly your heart.  Sometimes all you get in return is heartache, pain, confusion, and stress.. People use you until they get what they want,and then they move on to someone else while you're left sitting in a dark corner wondering why if this person loved me did they hurt me so badly.  You're wondering if it was worth leting them into your heart.  How could you have given them second & third chances and yet they still continue to hurt you.  It's just not worth it sometimes.....Sometimes you're just better off saying fuck you and moving on.....