I'll be honest, I hate having dreams that make no sense.   Let me explain:

This morning, just before my son woke me, i was having this dream that felt so real.  Tim & I had bought this new bed for ourselves, and I was trying to put it together.  I needed help and for some reason Tim refused to help me.  For some reason, Zack showed up at our house, and for a reason only known to God, Tim asked him to help me put the bed together, even though i was extremly against it.  So Zack agreed and followed me upstairs to assist me in putting my new bed together.  After a few moments of silence, because I was giving him the silent treatment, he decided that he would try to start the conversation with me, which is actually very rare for him.   I still refused to reply to his desperate attempt to make a conversation, and finally he asked the question, "are you pissed at me for something?"  DUH!!!  And with that i replied , "you do remember your ex-girlfriend Breann right?"  "Yea, from back in highschool, but you knew we dated, so why are you pissed at me for that?"  "i'm not mad at you for dating her, i'm furious with you because you raped her!! "  And with that i saw his face go from curious to furious and and hurt at the same time.  I was trying to understand why he had the look of a sad puppy when he finally responded, "i never raped her, and i'm extremely sorry that you actually believe that."   He went on to explain his side of the story by saying that she slept with 3 of his best friends and that's why they broke up, but he never raped her, she's just some ex-girlfried out for revenge.  (Now while i do know girls who hate their exes enough to tell stories that are not exactly true,  I don't believe that Breann is that kind of girl, however we're not the best of friends, and i don't know her all that well, but she is a person who i consider a friend, and i honestly don't think she's the type of girl who would do that.  Plus the fact that with Zack i know that the majority of the words that come out of his mouth are nothing but lies.)  Zack then said something (i don't remember exactly what it was) but to which i responded, "you're incapable of love" and with that he replied, "that's not true, i loved a girl once, but she chose another man instead of me.  And i think we both no who that girl is."  "Zack i'm not playing stupid games with you again, it's ridiculous, it's all mind games with you." i said as i screwed the last bolt into the bed, "It's not a mind game Elizabeth, i loved you i really did, and in fact i still do" he said as we put the mattress onto the bed.  I felt my legs give out as i heard these words and i fell onto the bed, he came and sat beside me, and was about to kiss me when Tim walked into the room (i suppose to check on us) and that's when my son woke up.

Now see this dream makes no sense to me... I'm not sure if there is suppossed to be a meaning or not, but i do see parrallels between this and my real life.   Tim & i are infact planning on getting ourselves a new bed this week, but he's going to be the one to help me put it together, and i KNOW for a fact that he would NEVER allow Zack into our house, let alone, upstairs in our bedroom with me.. (it has nothing to do with trusting me, because he does, he just doesn't trust Zack, and of course he HATES Zack with a seething passion).....  Another thing is that i am curently writing a new book, based on this past month and me finally learning what Zack did to Breann (it's my way of moving past it), and last night i was trying to do my characterization of Damien (who is based around Zack) and when i got to the question about Heart/Love, and i remembered that Zack had said he truly loved a girl once, and claimed that it was me.   And of course, Zack has always maintained his innocence where Breann is concerened.... 

Anyways, my point is, that this dream makes no sense to me, maybe it's not suppossed to, maybe it's just so many things that i've had on my mind finally coming together in my subconcious state.  Recardless, i fiigured that i needed to write about it, to see what others thought, maybe it was suppossed to mean something, and i just haven't figured out what that is yet....