Okay, so I've been doing some soul searching over the past few months. And I've turned over a new leaf, I've realized who I am on the inside, and I'm not the woman that some of you may think I am. I'm stronger than what you think, and I'm smarter too. I now know what I'm capable of, and today I'm showing my strength by letting go. Letting go of anger and resentments, forgiving him for what he did to me, and forgiving myself for trusting him. I'm letting go once and for all of the pain he caused, all the pain I allowed myself to feel. I've been carrying this baggage around for too long, and it's finally became to heavy for me to carry any farther, so I'm leaving it hear today. I'm letting go. I'll try to walk away with the good things I remember about him, because there was some good things. But sometimes the bad out ways the good. But I'm letting the bad things go, and if it means I have to leave the good memories behind too, then so be it. You can lock away the pain, but you can't forget the memories, and eventually it all comes flooding back. So, I've decided to unlock the door where the pain had been hidden and let it out, say goodbye to and never look back. And if the memories go with it, then maybe I'm better off not having those memories. It's time for something new, no more resentments, no more anger, no more pain. Just happiness!!

*~*Liz*~*