Zack appeared in my dream last night.  To be honest, it frightened me, i thought i had rid myself of his terror, and yet now here he is hauting me in my dreams.  It seems the more i try to keep him out of my life, the more haunts me.  These dreams, they make no sense, and yet at the same time they make all the sense in the world.  In this dream he didn't trust me when i warned him about something, it turns out i was right, but it was already to late.... That always was the problem with our "friendship" (and i use that  term loosly because it was completely one sided), but neither of us trusted the other one, we feared being hurt, and in the end i got hurt.  I began to trust him when i knew i shouldn't, and it could have destroyed me if i let it.  But it doesn't matter, that was the past, and that's where it needs to stay, i don't need him or his memory haunting me while i sleep.  I need peace in my life, and it doesn't involve him. 

Any way, here's another poem i wrote about the dark angel.  In this one she's being haunted by a memory of someone.  Yes inspired by my dream/life.... In fact, if you haven't noticed all my DARK ANGEL poems have been inspired by my life.  So read & enjoy, let me know what you think.

HAUNTING THE DARK ANGEL

10-19-07

Dark angel awakes from a profound slumber

Sweat saturating her spine

Relentlessly questioning herself

How did he get back into her mind.

Haunted by his memory

Haunted by her pain

His blue eyes stare

As he looks at her through the window pane.

She shrieks in terror

As he slyly smiles

Her heart thunders

Questioning her denial

Close her eyes

To wish him away

He's gone now

She should be safe.

It was only a nightmare

A haunting for truth

He's after her again

Now what to do?

Why is he coming back now

He's been gone for so long.

Why doesn't he believe her

When her plead is so strong.

Trust was always the problem

That which neither could do

Now he haunts her as she sleeps

And she searches for the truth.

The truth to stop her pain

And rid her life of him

The truth to stop his haunting

So he'll never come back again.