Last night i had another dream....  It was really weird and made absolutly no since, things seemed out of sequence and didn't really seem like it could happen, yet the dream seemed so real, when i woke up i almost thought the events of the dream had happened in real life.  So from everything i hear, everyone says it's good to write your dreams down, especially if you want to be a good writer, so i'm writting this dream down for 2 reasons.... 1.) as a writting exercise for my creative writing class & 2.) for HOPEFULLY some feedback & insight into what the dream means, if anything....  Zack is out of my life, so why does he keep showing up in my dreams?  Any thoughts?  Comments greatly welcomed...

Tim leaves for work

Zack shows up, for some reason i let him into the apartment where he sit's on the sectional.  I sit in his lap and for a reason God only knows, I try to kiss him, but he stops me telling me that he can't kiss me because if he does then he'll fall back in love with me again, and he doesn't wanna do that yet.

I ask him if that would be such a bad thing and he says "no, except u'r married"

S we lay on the couch talking, him on one side of the sectional, me on the other with heads together,

Tim calls my cell phone, I try to answer it, but Zack grabs it instead. He says hello & I hear Tim ask who the hell he is.

I take the phone and try tell Tim that it's just a friend (like Justin Bently or someone) but he doesn't believe it.

Tim calls his dad, and then his dad shows up. His dad believes Zack & I are brother & sister until Tim calls him again Then he accusses me of having an affair.

After his dad leaves Zack leaves, as I'm walking back to the apartment I hear children crying for help, I run to find them trying to swim in the river, I try to save them but I can't, because i can't swim, so i start to drown too when Zack saves me, & then somehow later I save his life.

Tim comes home we have an argument about the whole thing, we both take our rings, our marriage looks like it's over. Just as I am about to call Zack to tell him I'm ready to be with him, Tim comes outside & decides to give us another chance. Before I can answer him the phone rings, it's the hospital Zack's been hurt.

We arrive at the hospital and I see Zack just before he dies

A few hours later I get sick. I see myself lying in the hospital and I hear the nurses say that she died just a hours after her "friend" did.

Then I wake up.........