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i'll never be what you want
2007-01-28
I'm tired of people expecting me to be someone or something that I'm not. I"m not the person that you want me to be and I never will be. I'm me, take it or leave it, but I am who I am. Love me or hate me, I don't care anymore.

Oh, and I am so sick to death of liars and fakes, God those are the worse. They tell you that they're u'r friend but they only use u to get what they want. When they get it, or realize that they're not gonna get it, they move on to someone else. God, I hate these people. When you realize that you've been used it hurts to know that someone you trusted as a friend would betray you, but we all know they do. We all know people like these, we all have a "friend" like this. I'm tired of surrounding myself with these people, from now on they are cut out of my life. I don't give a f**k if they like it or not, or even what they think of me. I'm going to live my life poser free.

From now on, I'm done being who everyone else wants me to be, I'm gonna be me, and I"m gonna live my life for me & my kids.
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Not gonna happen again
2007-01-28

I'm not niave anymore to think that most people actually mean what they say.  I've learned that most people in this world will say what they think you want to hear, or they'll say whatever gets them closer to you so that you become vunerable to them.  Then they turn on you, they use every piece of ammunition you've ever given them against you.  I don't trust hardly anyone now, I mean how can I.  I've been burned by too many people, (and they know who i'm talking about), and I'm not gonna let it happen again.  I believe in second chances, I mean God knows I've had second chances with people, and I've given people many second chances with me.  Sometimes it pays off, others, not so much.  I mean I gave my husband a second chance when we were dating after he hurt me real bad, and it's paid off.  I'm happy with him now.  But others have done nothing but hurt me over & over. Someone I thought was my friend hurt me 4 years ago, I finally forgave him and we began to become friends again, but now he's hurt me again.

 So here's my question to everyone out there: Do you think people deserve second & third chances, or is it just a way to get burned over and over again?  Please commment on this, because I really need to know what you think.

"Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me
But you ain't gonna fool me a third"
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